Well, Project Legacy is now OFFICALLY BACK ON TRACK and entered the production phase! I'd like to thank everybody for not giving up on us!

For those of you now drooling at the idea of the show finally beginning, let me tell you that you have EVERY right to drool your hearts out. Chapter 1 is about 1/2 done as I'm writing this (I'm taking a 15 minute break) and I must say it looks amazing! We have seriously improved upon the quality of the videos from before. The camera angles are cleaner and much more varied than "Let's do all of this character's lines from the same location and slice". Now each and every (or most) cut has it's own unique angle. The voice acting has taken a major step forward now that i'm learning Audacity and it's ins and outs. And finally the Plot should be much better, as I've taken care of most of the major plot holes (Sosuke, anyone?).

SO keep going back to the website as we will update it with Chapter 1 VERY SOON!

I KNOW YOU"RE GOING TO ENJOY PROJECT LEGACY!!!

Something happened last night that's been troubling me all day. I'm not really in a writing mood but I'll try my best to explain how and why I've been so troubled about them (yes, them).

Last night/this morning I had two of the wierdest dreams ever. They weren't weird during the dreams, only after I had woken up was it wierd. It's hard to explain, but I'll get into that after I explain the dreams.

The first is still a little hazy (as is the second) and involved somelike like a party or concert for a band of somekind. Oh wait, this is actually part of a third dream which came before the other two. I was at a really cool concert and for some reason everybody was in their underwear. It wasn't that it was just me in my underwear, EVERYBODY was in they underwear! It was actually pretty fun. Of course after that I woke up.

When I went back to sleep, as I often do, I tried to go back to that same dream to see that end and as what happens most often I started having a dream that was kinda like the one before, but different in many ways. So I was once again at some kind of party and there was a bunch of people (oh, and we were all fully clothed). I was hanging out with a group of my friends from high school, but I can only remember a few of them specifically. There was definately Liz Chibucos, someone else, maybe one of the Kramer twins, and for some reason I'll never understand, Emily Zimmerman was there. We in a Giant crowd of people who were all just kinda lounging around talking and being very crowded... Now here's the part that creeps me out, I'm just gonna write it EXACTLY how it happened so PLEASE DO NOT JUDGE ME IT"S JUST HOW IT HAPPENED!

So were all lounging around, and by lounging were all kinda lying ontop of each other being sleepy/lazy (shocking... me dreaming about being tired...) and I was lying next to Emily. Someone got up and moved so we all had to adjust to get into a good place and Emily's neck somehow ended up ontop of my hand (not like it was crushing it, it was more like I was "tenderly holding her neck"{hey, that's the only way I can describe it!}) I wanted to move my hand away (we are rivals and I hate her afterall) but I was lying with my head resting on my arm which was pointing at an awkward angle (it's hard to describe, easier to show) so I couldn't get my hand out from under her neck. Now, as you can imagine, this was an awkward moment for both of us and Emily certainly didn't like it... so for some reason she started biting my hand, not hard, but angrily none-the-less. It didn't hurt, in fact it had the opposite effect and I started to get some feelings I haven't had in a long while... And then of course everyone started laughing at me...

Now, it didn't bother me then (well, it did, but only for different reasons) but getting "excited" by my arch rival is a little unsettling to say the least. Oh, and all of you cringing out there reading this, I've been cringing about this ALL day. I'd go into the obvious wrongness about this dream but I still have one more to get off my chest.

Now the other dream I want to talk about even less and boils down to this: I think I'm starting to miss Maggie... And now everybody out there who thinks this is wrong just shut your mouths because I know it's wrong, but it happened and no matter how wrong you and I think it is nothing will change that. The only part I can remember about the dream was I and Maggie in a deep embrace holding each other... she, of course was talking (more like whispering) my head off but I was simply content in feeling of holding someone close to me again. It wasn't so much that it was Maggie that made me feel content and at ease (a feeling I haven't in a LONG time) it was that I was in contact with SOMEONE that counted. I felted loved and warm with out a care in the world, it felt wonderful... I just wish it hadn't been Maggie...

Now, you can analyze these dreams all you want until they're so out of proportion you've lost the meaning but trust me when I say that thinking too much about these dreams is a REALLY bad thing. I've been mulling over them all day and I'm having trouble getting over them... The only thing I've been certain of is that I'm undoubtedly feeling lonely (at least my subconscious is) and it's starting to manifest itself in very odd ways...

I can't write anymore about it, I'm just making myself more and more confused...

The Backrubber Deliberate Gentle Sex Dreamer (DGSDm) Lusty but indirect. Kind, but also using friendship as a means to sex. Oh, that feels gooood. You are The Backrubber. We call you "The Backrubber" because you straddle that fine line between coming on to someone and just treating him(OR HER) nicely. Backrubs are just one example; you'd meet for coffee, or talk about books/movies, or even argue a little bit, all the while mostly preferring to screw. Your exact opposite: The Vapor Trail Random Brutal Love Master Your indirect approach is not some evil trickery, but rather a result of your open mind. You'd enjoy either love or sex, but the latter definitely doesn't require the former. While you are responsible and ambitious, you absolutely DON'T have uptight views on relationships. So ultimately, you just enjoy a man(OR WOMAN), and let things take their course. If he/SHE wants you, great. If not, that's fine too. Though you're not thinking too much about Love at this point in your life, odds are, when the time comes, you'll be very happy settling down. Your ideal mate is gentle and horny, just like you. ALWAYS AVOID: The Loverboy, The Peach CONSIDER: The Playboy, The Playstation Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: DukeRobear

I've never done anything like that! I'd never have the courage to rub someone's back... even if it led to sex! And why the hell is only talk about me coming onto and having sex with men!? I put i'm bi, not gay!

You are CLOUD. (My cat is named after you!) You're
a good person at heart, just a little confused
sometimes.


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Tonight... SUCKED.

Okay, first off let me say that working the hours that I do, I usually don't get many chances to hang out very late. Tonight is the first of only FOUR nights I will be allowed to do that, and I've wasted it running around, trying to find a girl that may, or may not even exist.

It all started weeks ago when someone we'd never seen before contacted matt claiming she got his screen name off his xanga. We thought it odd, but not out of the realm of possibilities (his screen name is probably on his xanga somewhere) so we chatted and found out she matt and I had a lot in common. Matt and I were eager to meet said woman and we thought she was too.

Once the chatting was finished and we hoped more would continue the next day, we went to bed dreaming of the possibilities (or at least I did). The next day, much to my surprise she did not get on, nor the next day or the next... a few days went by with nothing.

So let's review, what do we know about this girl? Well, her name... and that's it... just her first name and NOTHING ELSE! No address, no phone number, no email, not even so much as her last name!

SO at this point we let our hopes down by dissmissing this chance encounter as nothing more than a passing occurance. But then she signed on! And we started chatting again. I wished nothing more to meet her (to face her in halo 2) so we decided to meet at the DQ before being escorted back to her house where she lives with her brother.

Cut to an hour later and we're still waiting at the dairy queen. We went inside and eat some fries and talked about some grand conspiricy that maybe our new found friend wasn't anyone. That it might actually be my ex-girlfriend playing the worst practical joke EVER trying to get me back. I mean, we knew that they claimed to be friends from elementary school... but now they were best friends again becuase of me and my brother!?

SO anyway, back to the story. Needless to say she didn't show up. We were a little ticked but not that bad. We did get time to goof off and talk about the show. When we got home, we half-expected her to be on, waiting for us to apologize for not showing up but no.

Two weeks later (today, and after many attempts to get a hold of her) she imed me again and said she was hanging out with maggie and wanted to do something. We were happy to meet her, and glady hopped in matt's truck to meet them at a computer lab near maggie's apartment. Low and behold we get there and all we find is maggie. Aparrently she left to go home for a second and her brother (who may or may not be gay) told her she could not return. With no hope of meeting her matt and I decided to leave. Oh, did I mention maggie talked to her on a phone and yet never seemed to dial any numbers? SUSPICOUS...

SO we went home, no big loss. Then she gets on AGAIN! I guess she arrived back almost ten minutes after we left (coincidence?) and wanted to hang out... except this time I was required to talk to my ex-girlfriend for like twenty minutes to get the okay. After that I then preceded to jabber on with our "friend" until 11:15 when I hear her say "maggies going to bed and i'm tired"

Was she calling it off? I wondered... so I asked... Five minutes later she answered... but no to my question... So i asked her again... five minutes later... she answered again... and once again not to my question... after a lengthy disccusion of why I won't go out with maggie again (wonder why that came up...) we decided to meet her outside Grounds in ten minutes...

We showed up.... waited TWENTY minutes... and then left... much angrier then before...


And then I made this post... To express the angry inside which will manifest right about.... NOW!

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!? DO YOU WANT TO MEET US OR NOT!? MAKE UP YOUR ****ING MIND AND STICK WITH IT GOD****IT! FOLLOW THROUGH WITH SOMETHING FOR ONCE! I'M NOT BEING MEAN, I JUST THINK THAT WHEN YOU SAY YOU'RE GOING TO MEET SOMEONE AT A CERTAIN TIME AND A CERTAIN PLACE IT'S JUST COMMON COURTESY TO ACTUALLY SHOW YOUR @$$ UP OR DON'T SET UP THE MEETING AT ALL.

AM I WRONG!? AM I!?


Okay, now that all that anger is out... I've decided to give this person ONE more chance to make the effort to meet us. (unfortunately matt is not so forgiving) If they EVER wish to meet us (IF THEY'RE EVEN REAL) they should IM RIGHT NOW!!! I'M ALWAYS ON SO I WILL GET YOUR MESSAGE! And you'd better have a damn good excuse...

GOD DAMN IT!

Okay guys, here's what's happened...

Matt has a friend at his work who wanted a copy of he project legacy DVD and all the episodes i have of Red Vs Blue. So we copied the dvd and I started to send him all the episodes... Unfortunately there are a GIG AND A HALF of them and they were taking so long to transfer I just hooked up my external Hard drive to his computer. I rested it on top of his tower and i guess the cable for it got ontop of a box of cd cases...

well, since the copy of the dvd had just finished and matt had already gone to bed (it was like midnight) I need a place to put it... I grabbed a case only to find it stuck in the box... so I pulled hard on it and it took the cord with it... Knocking my hard drive over and it fell onto his desk. I looked at it and seemed fine so I start copying the files directly onto the cd. It got to about 98% when I went to bed and when i woke up apparently that's all it got and now it was making a strange clicking noise... OH CRAAAP!

So now my hard drive is broken, my 160 gig, where I keep all my games, movies, and ALL OF PROJECT LEGACY!!! I've lost over 130 gigs of information and a lot of it is stuff I CANNOT replace.

Losing all the work on project Legacy is by far the greatest loss of any computer glitch that has ever happened! I've lost ALL THE audio for the project not to mention the only digital copy of the script. I'm afriad this is a loss we may not be able to recover from... Even if we do keep going on the project, we'll have to re-record ALL OF THE AUDIO and that would require getting everyone back into the basement and getting alex is a hassle I can't handle. Also the guy who plays Leo lives in John's hometown and would be impossible to get back here... AND IAN! I forgot completely about Ian, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!? I"M SCREWED!

The only good thing about this is that we still have a copy of the dvd so we can still give that to people, and also we have a printed out version of the script as well as a (possible) copy of the script on john's computer... I guess its also a good thing we haven't recorded any of the video for the show so we won't have to redo any.

If you'd like to console me, that'd be great, I could really use it...

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

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How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

I life my live like I don't care they misspelled live!