I'm miserable. I can't take it anymore! I'm soo depressed and everything is bearing down on top of me. I'm on the verge of failing my english class, which is BAD. I'm already failing my science class. My schedule for next semester is shitty simply becuase of my birthday and to top it off there's a million other things I have to do before the semester ends.

Today was my day to register for classes. You see, registering is divided up into grades and then into brithdays. Since I'm a freshman I get to go last in the registering, and to top that off the day I can register is the LAST for everyone to register. If you don't follow remember that it's on a first come first serve basis. SO ALL MY CLASSES WERE ALREADY FILLED! I could even get into the Math class I wanted, all eight classes were full, EIGHT! On top of that every other class I hoped to get into I didn't. My theatre class, my english class, my art class, my communications class, all of them were full. I'M FUCKED, that's about it.

I can't take the pressure, it's just too much. Their asking too much. I can't manage all these classes AND do everything else I have to. I can't bare to think what I would do if I had a job as well. I'd commit suicide. I might still commit suicide. I just want to run away. I don't want to be here, I want to be anywhere but here. What the hell am I supposed to do!? My parents are going to kill me! I don't know what to do...