Well... I'm REALLY sorry I haven't blogged in a while. Here's some small stuff that's happened...
CMC is going great... in the fact that it's going not at all! John went and talked to Nick about our project and explained that it was "abstract art". Believe it or not, Nick bought it and apologished for making us look bad. "We should have just said so" MOTHER _______! You jackass! You screwed us over becuase you didn't get it!? What the hell did you think we were doing when we were making these videos!? Did you think we were doing it just to piss you off!? I can't understand this guy!
Oh yeah, that project we're supposed to be doing... Well from the time it was assigned we had about four weeks to make this video about CMC, and that was two weeks ago. We haven't worked on it at all! We can't barely get ahold of the other member of our team! We're expected to just know what to do, but we don't! We need to get a digital video camera, WHERE THE ____ ARE WE SUPPOSED TO GET A ______ VIDEO CAMERA!? OUT OUR ASSES!? And trust me, if we even do this video, you won't want to watch it. I promise you if this video gets made it's going to be the STUPIDEST, most BORING PEICE OF CRAP YOU HAVE EVER WATCHED!
I'm dumb-founded by the amount of work I'm expected to do here. I'm overwhelmed. I can't get it done on time, not with how much of a procrastinator I am, I'm doomed! I don't have the patience to do all this crap! I'm simoutaniously writing scenes for theatre class, doing a project in theatre class, writing insanely dead-lined essays in english, FAILING my science class, working in the scene shop (required for theatre class), writing really hard programs in Intro to Programming class, making that goddamn video for CMC, and on top of that these stupid ass core events for Chapman! Plus I'm in a play! Sure, I've added it up and I really do have enough time to do all these (i'm just procrastinating) but do I have the creative skill? There's no way I can keep all this in my head! I'm filled to the brim with assignments, there's too many to keep trake off! Please, I need advice! I'm up the creek... AND I"M ABOUT TO FALL OVER!!
I hope my halloween is better than this....
Duke's Tower
Why am I trapped in this castle? I've been here for so long, it's big and cold and I only have myself for company. Sure, people visit, but all they find is what I've left behind, carved into the walls and floors. No one ever sees the real me, no one ever tries. But I still try to show them, show them the way I am inside. The way I am inside this shell, a shell that little by little is cracking away, revealing the true me. But would you show yourself if YOU were full of cracks?
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