Yeah... I broke up with Maggie, and so far? SO far it's been hell. It's not what you're thinking, I'm not stirring in a muck of despair, the "muck" is as a small as a stain on my shoe. Breaking up with the best thing I could have done. The problem is that SHE WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE! I was over at my Bro's new apartment like a week ago (right next door to maggie's) when who stops by but my ex and her bitchy cousin. I, of course, was being mean to her and she was in her pouty mood, not listening to a word a I say unless it's what SHE wants to hear. I don't want to bore you with the details 'cuase frankly I can't remember most of the them, but a hour and a half later I'm standing shirtless in the kitchen with my back to the world having to listen to her going over her sad pitiful life that I could care less about. "I can't sleep in my bed anymore." "I can't go back to the burgerking becuase of how much you like." "BITCH BITCH BITCH!" I couldn't stand it, but I kept myself from literally stabbing her with a sharp object and watching her die on the floor. SO Maggie, if you're reading this "Yes! I WILL kill you if you do not back off!" GOD! You know what? She asked me! She asked "If you want me to leave and to never see you again, just turn around and say it to my face and I'll walk out of the apartment forever."

I FUCKING DID IT! I TURNED AROUND AND NEARLY SHOUTED IN HER FACE! You know what!? SHE DIDN'T LEAVE! She stayed there and continued to BITCH and whin at me for another hour! I just wanted her to leave so badly! But she wouldn't fucking go! When she FINALLY stopped I walked out of the apartment and found a place far away to regain my composure and when I came back Dan yelled back inside that I was okay... To I can only guess Maggie who was worried about me. After all I did to her! You know the crap that came out of my mouth just to get her away? When she asked if I dated her just for sex, I fucking said YES! I did it! I knew it would break her heart, I KNEW IT! And I did it anyway! She asked for it!! I told her once that if you say it, I will make it come true, if you say any PARANOID theory about our relationship IT WILL COME TRUE! You thought I would leave you for a better girl! You thought you were ugly. WELL GUESS WHAT! YOU ARE UGLY, and I don't know if you noticed, BUT I LEFT YOU! You just don't seem to relaise it yet! God, I'm so fucking mad I can't even finish this post! And I was gonna tell you guys about my awesome night last night at Dan's... Too bad... I'm PISSED!