You thought you'd seen the last of me? HA! I've come back for one last rant! And this one WILL be my last one!

About everyone who read my blog entry reacted badly to my emotions about Tracy. My brother, my ex-girlfriend, the only one who didn't react badly was Tracy but she doesn't seem to ever had read it. Although I know she had to have. So is she ignoring what I wrote, what I felt? I can't believe that, I won't accept that. And no, I'm not going to start stalking her, I'm not obcessed. Or at least not THAT obcessed. She said we need to talk about it, but we never do. My only options left are to plaintly come out in the open with my feelings, or lock them away... I let them out once in this blog and all I got was grief and anger, and I won't go through that agian. So I'm only left with one thing to do, lock away that one emotion away, but it's not that simple. You can't immagine how complex that emotion is, it can't be locked away like a unpleasent image... It will probably be on my mind for a long time, but I refuse to talk about it anymore. There's only one thing I CAN do... Never blog again, a return to the old is in order. You see, after I got my blog there was a part where I never discussed my feelings to ANYONE. It was the loneliest time of my life but with all these feelings i have now expressing them is only making my life worse. I can't express anything without hurting someone and not blogging can't hurt anyone... anyone but me that is. I'm going to leave now, whether or not I come back is up to me and those that care for me. Good bye... to not just me, but my feelings... The rantings are over...