FIRSTS
First job: N/A and loving it.
First screenname: DukeRobear
First self purchased tape: I don't buy things often.
First funeral: Luckily, none.
First piercing/tattoo: They aren't for me.

LASTS
Last big car ride: To florida, I can't remember how long ago.
Last kiss: I think it was with a man... You're not too bad, Alex.
Last library book checked out: Library!? I don't go to those.
Last movie seen: Catwoman
Last beverage drank: Water count?
Last food consumed: Wendy's.
Last phone call: I don't like using the phone, I avoid it when I can.
CD played: I don't buy cds! But I do play my band's CD in the car.
Last annoyance: John's stupid ideas. (they're not all bad)
Last soda drank: Vernors.
Last ice cream eaten: A popsicle?
Last time scolded: My mother talking to be about my grades..
Last shirt worn: I'm wearing a black shirt right now.
Last website visited: Neopets.com


I AM: Lonely, but creative.
I WANT: Someone to share my life... and a hug.
I NEED: A new life.
I HAVE: My own Machinima!
I WISH: Everything could go my way for more than a day.
I HATE: People who stop listening just becuase they don't like what's being said.
I FEAR: That things won't get better, only worse.
I HEAR: That Florida is nice this time of year.
I SEARCH: for meaning in my life. The search goes on.
I WONDER: when I'll get better
I REGRET: All the stupid things I've done in my life.
I LOVE: Love? I know not this word, not anymore.
I ACHE: In my heart.
I ALWAYS: Look for the best, but remember the worst.
I AM NOT: Doing well.
I DANCE: Nonsensically
I SING: Every chance I can.
I CRY: If you ever see me cry, something is VERY wrong, seek help immediately.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: coherent.
I WRITE: Fantasy, to escape from my life.
I LOSE: Myself in my misery.
I CONFUSE: everyone around me.
I NEED: to overcome my flaws.
I SHOULD: Stop writing this and do something constructive.
YES or NO: no.
I LIKE TO COOK: I'm not a cook.
I HAVE A SECRET: I only give away my secrets if you ask specific questions.


DO YOU...
HAVE A CRUSH: No, not at the moment.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: Not right now.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: No.
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: Hell no!
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: I don't care either way.
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Brown.
EYE COLOR: Brown
BIRTHPLACE: Toledo Ohio.


FAVORITES...
NUMBER: 11
COLOR: Blue
DAY: Halloween.
MONTH: May
SONG: It changes too often to say conclusively.
SEASON: Summer. I can't stand the cold.

PREFRENCES...
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Chocolate, I won't drink any other kind.
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: Milk.
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Vanilla.


IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? I don't cry.
HELPED SOMEONE? Probably, but I didn't realize it.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? I'm poor.
SAID 'i love you'?: Not in 24 hrs.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: Writting... Letters?
TALKED TO AN EX?: I would never talk to that bitch.

MISSED AN EX?: I miss one of them, but we'll never get back together.
MISSED SOMEONE?: Come back Ian!