another lazy summer day gone, many, many more to come. today i did three things, frist i worked on my fair entry (ask me for more details) for THREE HOURS STRAIGHT! then i worked on a surprise for someone's birthday (no peeking tabitha) and thru out the whole thing i thought about stuff. stuff like "why do i get soo nervous when i'm in a relationship?" or "will i ever get over what ever stupid reason i have for it?" i suppose i'll have to keep thinking, i haven't found the answer yet...